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The One
     The ring symbolises something. It shows that my eternal Love for for Rachel can be fragile, and although there are scratches, the majority is still unscathed. But that isn't what people see in relationships, they only see the wounds that have been created by innocent accidents. Accidents that could have been prevented; possibly.
     But without those mistakes, it would be perfect. Perfection doesn't exist in anything material. The one thing that is, that should and that would be perfect, is Love. Therefore the ring does not symbolise my Love, yet simply, my eternal hope, that I may be able to spend the rest of my life with the closest person to perfection. Rachel Laura Jones.
     The problem is that the ring doesn't quite fit. The significance of this could either be that I have to hold on tightly to what I hold so dearly. Or maybe it is because I'm not supposed to hold what
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I Always Say I'd Rather Be Blind Than Deaf.
I Think This Is Because I Don't Wish To Be Able To See The Evils Of The World.
As Long As I Can Hear It Coming, I'll Know It's There And Can Defend Against It.
We Don't Need Eyes To See
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A life in the day of a wolf.
   Daybreak. I rise slowly. Time to hunt. I push through the familiar thicket in which I was born and raised. There isn't a single tree my fur hasn't brushed; not a single stone my paws haven't stepped upon. Age doesn't hinder my dexterity.
   A lone deer grazing. Perfect. I draw myself closer to the dry earth – undetectable. I count the seconds in my head as I crawl towards the unsuspecting prey. Three seconds left... Two... One...- What?! Had I been compromised? Impossible. I was the best. Then I sensed something. Another pulse. Another hunter.
   This is my territory and has been for the last three summers. How dare anyone trespass? I had fought hard, defeated an entire pack to earn my title as leader. Everyone knows of my feat. I couldn't lose concentration. I hadn't eaten since the last moon, I was starting to grow skinny and fatigued. I couldn't let something distract me in this bitter season of burning cold. Fortunately the dear
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Free Writing
   I thought I knew you as well as I know this house, now I realise that you aren't who I thought you were. Who is he? And where am I? I find myself tied to a chair in a remote area and all he does is stand there staring. Who is he? Where am I?
   I pause for breath. Fatigued, I slowly start to close my heavy eyelids, until a sense of danger has loomed over me - which until now I had been unaware of. Who is this masked man? And where is this masked house?
I Sleep.
   As I wake; nothings changed. Same House. Same Man. Same Mask. I start to sweat. How long have I been here? The only memory I recollect is that of my 16th birthday but anything else, is simply blurred faces and flashing images.
   Movement in my peripherals. For A second hope flickers in my heart as I help my breath and tension rises. A mouse. House must be full of them. I try to make sense of my surroundings, but the only source of light is that of a dim
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There were no more words to be said.
No more songs to be sung.
No more poems to be read.
This was the ultimatum.
The end of a life.
And then I cried.
The winds of change whistled around me like a hurricane - I couldn't control it. There was no way to stop it. No way to change it. No way to go back. The end had come.
Why now? Why ever?
I was past denial. I had overcome grief. I had released my anger. Yet why do I feel so empty? Of course it cant happen instantly, but the elapsed time has been plentiful. Grievance had come with difficulty.
Or has it come at all?
I don't want to wallow in emotion. I wish not to bottle it up. But who can I talk to? Who will listen? Who understands?
No one.
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Change is necessary, but change is hard. Change must occur, it's part of human nature - Unstoppable. If you avoid change, then you will never be able to walk forward.
But what if the change is for the worse? What if the change is the last? Time will move on. I will be stuck. Until I recieve a helping hand from that, of Fate.
Where is fate? Can we control fate? Can we change fate? Putting our lives in our own hands is dangerous. With such control we could shape our world as we see fit. Using the power causes greed. Taking it away provokes it.
Greed, leads to Mutiny.
So where do we go?
Safety is in the past.
Fate lies in the future.
The End begins when the Present ends.
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Choices II
How do we choose? Who's to define right from wrong? Which is the right decision?
On the left we have past. But I'm unsure if I can see the future.
I see Youth. Love Happines.
But what's anything without life?
On the right we have present. But im unsure how far the road stretches.
I see Beauty. Maturity. Intellect.
But what's anything without life?
Is this the curtain call, or is it just the intermission?
The audience grow Restless. Bored. Unamused.
But the host of the show is simply warming up.
There is more than appears on the surface.
Secrets lie beneath.
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And so it happened, the worst mistake of my life. I don't know what compelled me to do it. My instinct clouded my mind. That animalistic instict that resides deep within the soul of every human being. I had no control over my actions. If only I had been a stronger person., perhaps then none of this would have happened. But what will happen to me now? How will my life be affected? How shall it change? The one thing I know for sure, is I will regret the final decision.
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Ashley Barnes
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United Kingdom
I'm Ashley. Traceur.

Favourite genre of music: Electronic/Rock/Metal
Favourite style of art: Pencil art and photography
Operating System: WINDOWS
Shell of choice: Conch.
Wallpaper of choice: Paint.



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AlexandraKuran Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
WhiteSpringPro Featured By Owner May 26, 2014
Thank you SO much for the:iconthxwatchplz:!!! :heart: ^w^ :iconla-plz:
ashers90 Featured By Owner May 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Haha that's quite alright. I love your gallery!!
WhiteSpringPro Featured By Owner May 27, 2014
Naww! Thank you so much!! >///< :iconmoesmileplz:
Shaeleighb Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2012  Student Interface Designer
I totally miss you
HokaiHeart Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2010
Thanks for the Llama badge! ^_^
SwEeT-WeLo Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the :+fav: dear :tighthug: :heart:

Wish you a lovely day! :rose:
Kythra Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hello ..
have a good day .. sorry for being late but and many many thanks for faving my work!
i appreciate it!
ashers90 Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Ah Thanks :)
Don't Worry About The Lateness, You Have A Good Day Too :P
Have You Taken A Look At My Work?
Kythra Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2010  Hobbyist Digital Artist
sorry i didnt do earlier .. but i did take alook now!
i like your drawings .. i've always wanted to improve my drawing skills but i didnt reach so far .. but it's good for you where you've reached with your skills .. i hope you all the best in this ...
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